I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching these days, trying to really listen to my inner self and focus on what my soul is trying to tell me. Lately I feel like the chains of life are pulling me in two different directions. I don’t know why but for some reason I feel like I should be doing only one thing and have an enormous amount of passion for this “one thing.” The problem is though that I’m constantly torn.
I know you’re probably thinking “why not both? Why just one?” Trust me, I’m thinking that too. I just can’t shake the feeling that something more is calling me. Don’t get me wrong, I love every aspect of my life. I’m a mom to a beautiful little girl, I have an amazing spouse, and I’m running my own business. I just have this deep sense of “passion” for writing. Not just making up stories, but actually transferring my thoughts, feelings, and soul imprints onto a piece of paper or whatever it is I find myself writing/typing on.
I’ve always needed a creative outlet in my life. I honestly don’t feel accomplished at all without one. But now this feeling is trying to tell me something more. I want to make a connection with others through writing, I want anyone and everyone to know there are people out there that care about them who are complete strangers. I want to inspire others, and brighten someone else’s day. The world needs so much more of that. The world needs more light.